Our church is launching a new teaching series on ‘Fear’. As we launch this new series, we’re asking people that we connect with over the internet to join us in the conversation. We’re hoping to hear your visions and dreams that are lying dormant because of fear and we’re also hoping to name the fears that are preventing you from living out those dreams. You can join in here at my blog by posting comments, our facebook group, or follow us at twitter. Either way, I hope you’re willing to join us as we discover our fears as well as discover what the Scriptures say about dealing with them.
So, to get things kick started, I thought I’d share a fear of mine that prevents me from being free with my thoughts, words, and ministry. I have a dream of this church (convergence) and in my journey to plant this church; I’ve encountered my own fears of criticism and rejection. My fears of rejection actually prevent me from writing, talking, and broadening my communication of this message that I believe that God has given me. It’s so crazy. I sometimes catch myself deleting words that I’ve written for blogs, sermons, and other communication because I feel like “It’s not perfect enough” or because I convince myself that it won’t amount to much.
my dream is for a church that reflects our city (Oakland) in all of its diversity. my hope is for a community of faith that would seek Christ with every ounce of its being. i imagine a community that serves their city and emanates the compassion, mercy, and justice of Christ.
what are you dreams? what are your fears? let’s help one another live the life that God calls us to live. let’s serve one another by breaking down the barriers that prevent us from living our fullest life. let’s be liberated and liberate!!!
Faith is such an interesting thing. We yearn for more of it and yet have a hard time when God starts to culitvate it in us. I would pray the prayer, “increase my faith God!!!” and for some odd, ironic reason, I think that life is supposed to get easier. I’ll read more Scripture, pray more, share more and think that I’m growing in my faith, but am I really? I’m growing in knowledge and maybe some wisdom, but I really am growing in my faith, I think that life is supposed to get really crazy. I’m thinking that I’m going to have to face major pain and struggles and there find greater faith. Isn’t it weird? I think that we want more faith so that life can get easier. I ask for it so that I can handle what comes my way. But when I ask for more… life starts to get pretty dangerous, difficult, and crazy.
I’m a church planter (Convergence) in an urban context (Oakland) which completely doesn’t match up with my upbringing. I moved my family out here to follow a calling on my life. I’ve been living the last two years in absolute uncertainty and yet I’m growing in peace, I’m growing in faith, and I’m learning to trust in God. So, my prayer to God for more faith is coming true. It isn’t what I expected, but I wouldn’t trade it for anything in this world…
as everyone knows by now (or should know by now), this past weekend was wrought with tragedy in our city as four oakland police officers were killed. it’s been tense to say the least. as a city, we’ve had to deal with the bart shooting (where bart officer shot and killed an unarmed passenger) and now are mourning over the death of four police officers – all within the past 3 months. it’s a lot for a city to bear. combine all of this with a national economic crisis and you can only imagine the anxiety and tension that is stirring in our communities. i was reading this article this morning from the sf chronicle on the church’s response to this crisis (read it here) and i would love to open up the conversation and hear more response from the christian community. let’s talk about this…